if gill gets to ramble abt shit then so do i lmao

fuuuuuck me can people be normal abt gimmick teams for like two seconds. god damn. i go to the literal 'battling school', the one that 'promotes creativity', and yet the moment i don't come in with a fuckinnngggg bitter blade ceruledge or incineroar they kill and maim me on the spot 💥

hyperbole obv. but it's still not fair. like. i am a GOOD trainer. i won eight fucking badges. but just cause i use a gimmick team at school they treat me like a fucking primary school kid. it's not fair.

anyway i'm still living it up in galar so i don't have to worry abt that for like one more month

i don't wanna use this site as a vent thing.

so i won't. i saw a sick ass bird today. mannnn i fucking love corviknight

sometimes i wonder how you can determine worth in other people. really the answer is 'u can't' but that doesn't stop people from trying from what i see.

is is what they contribute to society? how much money they make? how charming and charismatic they are? maybe. most of the time it has nothing to do with their morals or the reason for their contribution, though.

a billionaire with a heart of stone can donate a hundred gabillion dollars or something to charity for a publicity stunt, and you better believe there'll be people crowing and fawning over that. but a guy with a dead end job and a heart of gold donating thirty dollars because they believe in the cause won't get that much attention.

and i guess that makes sense. the billionaire has more eyes on them, because they have money. and more money always means more. maybe i'm just rambling with no fucking sense behind it.

i for one don't see any sense in ascribing value to people based on shit like that anymore. did that all the time as a kid, and it fucked me up. if you help me out, you're good. if you screw people over, ur bad. p simple reasoning i think. maybe some of the nuance is lost. idk. i'm literally just a guy maybe i need to work on this metaphor more.

anyawy. gill if your reading this don't worry abt it lol. you're a good person in my books. you let me cheat off you in history class after all 🎉

i know some people who r like. pretty into legends and stuff. like arceus, palkia, zamazenta, etc. and like. folklore too. and honestly? i'm kinda fed up with how they're treating them lol

cause like they cutes-ify them if that's a word. they go 'awww wittle time god!! its so cute and a little guy :3' or 'this guy killed a bunch of people once but that's okay it's just silly!!! a silly little fella!! ur fears are unfounded' like ohhhh my godddd SHUT UP 💥💥💥

infantalizing a god doesn't make u cool imo. talking down to a pokemon rooted in mythology does nothing but make an ass of urself. i wonder why they do it honestly. is it some kinda power trip? because some people (apparently) can tame these gods and powerful pokemon, keep them in pokeballs, they have the authority to photoshop a literal deity into a gay baby jail?

say any of these words to a mediveal peasant and they would combust i think. such a rich person problem god

anyway i know its a petty thing which is. why i don't say anything abt it lol. i'm done ruining friendships for a while now anyway 🎉 plus some of these people are in the cryptid club and we can't lose members now

back to school. someone drive a screwdriver into my skull 🎉

ok ok TECHNICALLY we're good for another week. i'm just here early to make sure no one's fucking with my shit. god i looooove love love love private schools 🫶 lol. i mean i already paid for all of this so i might as well utilize it or w/e

it's funny cause. i remember being super envious of ppl like that growing up. the rich kids who got to do rich things. i never met any of them- it's not like the place i grew up was very rich or affluent- i just remember hearing abt them. and being jealous.

but now. now i AM that rich kid. kinda. got money and some notoriety. and it's what i wanted, so i don't think younger me would hate who i am today. but i wonder if there's people out there who felt how i did.

thinking that someone's jealous of me is a one-way ticket to getting a massive fucking ego though. so i won't 💥

i think a lot abt my gym challenge these days. i kinda wanna do it again, but like. that isss impossible. unless i really go into the whole faking my identity thing. which would b FUN. but also ILLEGAL. agh i hate that. why can't a man fake his death and assume an entirely new identity in this day and age. back and my day we could do that. this is the fault of the fucking government i stg

sometimes i hate the persona i've made for myself. like sometimes i wanna be taken seriously but bcuz i've assumed the role of the funny guy in a lot of situations that's. all ppl expect from me. and it's super tiring when i wanna have an actual conversations and classmates look at me and go 'i didn't expect that from you!!! :3c' like yeah. do u think i share everything about myself with u. there are so many facets abt myself i haven't shared with anyone, and it's just that i've been leaning into the funny one too often. idk.

it should be mentioned that i write these when i'm tired as fuck so maybe i'll feel different in the morning. also also alsooooo gill if ur reading thisssss dwwwwww this isn't abt youuuuuu 🫶 i know i should vent abt shit somewhere else but this site is fun to mess around with lol

FUCK my LIFE giratina isn't ur little precious baby boy who hasn't done anything wrong that fucker is a legendary and you better respect them

calyrex isn't a raboot wkth a tumor it's a fucking king it's a myth it's sacred what the hell is your problem

THIS RIGHT HERE is why i don't fuck with the league club. all of them are like thjs and it's fucking stupid.

anyway. i managed to convince another person to join the cryptid club ✌️ our numbers grow (from three to four)

it's definitely uber just me but i get weirded out whenever someone used the ':3' thing. like idk. i don't hate them or anything i just think it brings up bad memories about some guy i know

it's not like i can tell people who use it to stop because let's be fucking fr it's just an emoticon. i can just look away. not like i talk to them anyway

but still. i don't think it's normal to feel this way abt something like that. if i was richer and had less of an ego i think i'd be telling this to a therapist

snom....snom....snooooooooom. i love them

the best part is taht the guy isn't even mine

he's my boss'/guardian's guy i stole from work

well. stole is used lightly.

anyway snooooooooOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM I FUCKING LVOE THESE GUYS 💥💥💥 I HAVE A COOLER SET UP FOR HIM AND EVERYTHING 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ HE'S LIVING THE HIGH LIFE AT BB I SWAER TO FUCKING GOD

and his name is ace :)

the day i get recognized at school is the day i both simultainiously shrivel up and die and explode with delight

i keep hearing abt fucking uhhhh. freshmen gossip and stuff. and ofc like sophmore and junior and senior and really all kinds of gossip idk why i specified freshmen. my hatred runs that deep ig lol 💥

neway a looooot of it is abt relationships. because people are getting into relationships in their...checks calender third week of school? bestie what. that seems like too early.

eeeeeh tbf any time is too early for me. but hearing all of this is driving me crazy i just wanna. not kill someone but. gut something with a fisher price toy knife. at least come up with something interesting to whisper at the lunch table right?? i don't WANNA hear about how richard dumped stephanie for the 3rd time but marco was there and ooooOOOOOOOH ugh. what about snacksworth? you could talk to snacksworth. talk to snacksworth instead. gossip abt him instead

i've been thinking abt my rival a lot recently. i think i miss them

not like they're dead or anything. they're just. in galar.

mm